haiz.......

i fail again....
not the exam
is my saving plan
2day go qb coffee bean wif my classmate
n i top up my member card for 20 bucks
and my 20 bucks fly away
but nvm lah
2day aso is last time go to coffee bean
caz the exam just around the corner
and i still haven prepare yet
this fri got budgeting final exam, tax n MYOB assignment need to pass up
but all I still haven finish
hope that i will finish as fast as possible
and competent for my budgeting final test...........

Money...Money

y ppl need money
buy things........??
satisfy their dream......??
or wat??
now i feel that money is very important to my life
without money
i cant do anything
i cant go qb eat sushi king
i cant go qb watch movie
i cant go qb coffee bean
i think 70% of my pocket money is contribute to the qb
although my pocket abt 750++
but still not enough
but just 1 week 1 time only
i aso dont noe where is my money go
i think mostly is qb
my back acc saving still not increase
still like the same
Is it i'm wasted my money
or the things is very expensive
i think start frm November
i need to keep 50% of my pocket money
i write down all the daily expenses
and prepare a budget
haha kidding lah
hope that my classmate won call me go qb enjoy or relax
haha
actually some time i call them go eh....hehe
n hope i that is will success to increase my saving

test...... test .......test......

y this world got test 1
who create eh
n who create acc eh
y all so ma huan eh
need remember so many things
2day realise that FA reali like shit
need work hard for the 1 month
i dont wan pay 900++ n study the same thing
waste waste my time see the same lecturer
i still got many assessment n assignment need to carry on
hope nex sem the lecturer noe how to arrange the timetable
so that we no need prepare so many test for 1 week
i scare i will crazy
need remember all the format
hope can fast fast until 3/12 than relax
i hope our class all will gambateh n pass all the exam

李圣杰......

最近好喜欢李圣杰的歌
或许他的声音深深吸引了我
或许他唱出我的心声
好喜欢<手放开>这一首歌

我把自己關起來只留下一個陽台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看著往事　一幕一幕　再次演出你我的愛
我把電視機打開聽著聽著別人的對白
也許那些故事可以給我一個交代
你要的愛　我學不來　
眼睜睜看情變壞　眼睜睜看情感慨
不能給你未來　我還你現在
安靜結束也是另一種對待　當眼淚留下來
傷已超載　分開也是另一種明白
我給你最後的疼愛是手放開
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋
最後的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台　有人走就有人來　
我的心是一個站牌　寫著等待
不能給你未來　我還你現在
安靜結束也是另一種對待　當眼淚留下來
傷已超載　分開也是另一種明白
我給你最後的疼愛是手放開
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋
最後的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台　有人走有人來　
我的心是一個站牌　寫著等待
最後的疼愛是手放開
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋
最後的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台　有人走有人來　
我的心是一個站牌　寫著等待
我把收音機打開聽著別人的失敗
哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀
你的依賴　還在胸懷　
我無法輕易推開　我無法隨便走開
感情中專心的人容易被傷害

李圣杰

Woo......

2day early morning got FA test
i have done for 3 hours
and i got chance for me refer the assessment answer
but i dont still cant pass up a perfect answer
i hope i no need retest...
and i want say sorry to my classmate that wait for me abt 1 hour
aft the test
we all go QB
my favourite shopping mall......
hehe
zhi kang bring us go opposite eh shop eat fried rice
and the taste quite nice....yeah
aft we go submit the marathon eh form and pay 10 bucks
i think got ppl will laugh on me or ask Jeff u can oh??
i tell u all actually i aso not sure eh
n i just go there play play nia
than we 8 ppl go watch BANGKOK DANGEROUS
the show is quite nice
but the ending is not that good caz the main actor is died
abt 5.30 we all go back

Release.......

some time feel that very tired...........
dont wan think wat is my next aim
dont wan think about my next step
let me do all the thing suddenly
but this is impossible for now
the problem got leg 1
they will find me by their own
but i hate u.....
get away frm me
wan find a peaceful place to stay at there for a few month
let me relax for a while...
let my body to take a deep breath
let my soul got a chance to rest.......

full stop

everything is stop
everything is finish
every story shall put a sign of full stop
.................................................................
.................................................................

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

tag by jennifer and yanthong

Instruction:
Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.


1)What are your nickname? Jeff/FiFi

2)What is your most favourite things to do? sleep and eat

3)What kind of news do you read? all.....

4)Is there someone in your heart right now? Yup

5)Do you believe you can survive without money? Impossible...dead ppl aso need spend money

6)What are you afraid to lost the most? love

7)What do you feel like doing right now?dont noe


8)If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? not sure....

9)List out 3 goods points of the person who tagged them ! u think urself....

10)What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? i love can liao...

11)What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad? smoke

12)If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be? unagi.....haha

13)If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick? all i aso wan

14)If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change? laziness....

15)How do you see yourself in 10 years time? buy anything no need see the price.....including a car

16)What is the one thing you love about yourself? dont noe leh

17)If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what whould it be? all ppl that sayang me...hehe

18) Do u afraid of falling in love? a bit

19)On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is? dont oe

8 people I tag:any1like to tag!

Surprise.....

hello
2day i want giv some surprise to all my friend except zhi xiang
monday morning law class is cancel
we no need go college on 8 am
caz that time is for us to sleep
haha
i was wake up on 9 something
i open refri n take out my TUA PAO
n steam it.....
aft that i go sleep again
aft half an hour
when i wake up
i saw my house is full with the smoke n very smelly
i fast run into the kitchen n see my TUA PAO
haha
there is a lot smoke is come out frm the pan that i use to steam my TUA PAO
aft that i close the fire
n open the pan
this is wat is see
this 1 is CHAO DA eh TUA PAO
who dare to eat
n it is hard as biscuit
aft i remove this TUA BAO
and i need throw my bowl
caz totally cant remove the CHAO DA part
so this is my surprise
haha

Businessman

lolzzz....
since zhi xiang call me busy businessman
i got the idea to write something
2day i feel that i quite busy
haha
1st
Early morning i need to wake up
than fetch my sis go PCGHS
weh
PCGHS u noe???
frm bayan baru go PCGHS atleast half and hour
than jam leh
dont noe need how long.....
2nd
aft go Loh Guan Lye hospital
settle my bill
n take back my money
i have spending 1786.79 + 57.75 + 80 = 1924.54
WTF
just for 2 days nia
n done some blood test
next time i got money
i aso wan open a hospital
earn all the money
haha
3rd
i go near hospital there eh dim sum
opposite KDU eh dim sum to buy some breakfast
i buy 10 chat seow pau , 1 porridge and 1 chai tau kui...
guess how much......
RM 11.60
wooooo
feel that very cheap
4th
than fast fast go back eat my dim sum
when i reach home aso 10 something liao
eat my breakfast
than go bath
caz morning haven bath koh
haha
aft that of course is nap for a while lah
hehe
morning where got ppl nap eh leh???
got...me loh
5th
aft that zhi xiang sms me
say he wan go qb liao
than me fast fast go change my cloth
n go qb liao
WTH
y qb the GSC not trailers eh hoh
always go in nia
the movie start liao
as zhi xiang say
the movie is lauzy,waste my time
luckily got student price
than go eat my fauvourite food
japanese....SUSHI KING
hehe
aft that movie again
the movie is quite nice n scare lah
damn nice
whole of the movie is bloody
yea
i like it......
aft that hang around
than back...
this is a busy day for a businessman

成与败。。。。

一生之中

何谓成功......

何谓失败.....

名房跑车

算成功吗 ? ? ?

一败涂地

算失败吗 ? ? ?

是谁定义 ? ? ?

一生成就

对某些人

或许首要....

或许次要....

而对于我

却不首要

但不表示

我的一生

毫无目标

天地之下

所有父母

把成与败

都投射在......

我们身上

为什么呢 ? ? ?

谁能答我 ? ? ?

爱......

何谓爱????

爱在每个人的心里

都有不同的价值观和定义

在我的观念里

爱是生命之泉

滋润天地万物

让所有的生物

都有生存意义

爱有成千上万

天地之间的爱

父母之间的爱

情侣之间的爱

朋友之间的爱

师生之间的爱

兄弟之间的爱

姐妹之间的爱

生死之交的爱

每一种的爱包围着我们

让我们每天充满着意义

但是这一切开始改变了

爱现在对我是一种包袱

让我每天觉得好累好累

一开始我曾经想过放弃

但是想一想挣扎了好久

牙门一咬紧就熬过去了

在我这十八岁的生涯里

我一直寻找着爱的意义

我渐渐觉得爱离开了我

或许我不再配再拥有它

所以它慢慢地离我而去

我也慢慢习惯这种感觉

让我不想再去追寻它了

我也只好慢慢把它淡忘

爱真是让人欢喜让人忧

为何爱是那么难理解的

???

Is the time?????

Is it is the suitable time for me to giv up

or a chance for me to breath

i feel that very very difficult to maintain this type of life style

i reali hate this type of feeling....

i hope god will giv me the correct way in my decision

sui......

original monday planning go to Loh Guan Lye see allergic eh
mana tau....
the doctor call me stay at the hospital for observation
stay at there for 3day 2nitez
like go Genting like that
i found that many things i cant eat like prawn n crabs(bye bye my crab)
n the doctor say me cant sleep on the bed
n sleep on the floor(mana boleh macam ini)
luckily i stay at room that got TV
atleast won feel too boring
i already waste my 3day liao
hope can finish my law as soon as possible